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Hello guys (:
I'm here to blog again .
Well , again . I feel like blogging all of a sudden :D

Actually I've nothing much to blog ,
but at least I've got things to write in this entry :]
Thanks people who cared for me & cheered me up this few days !
Especially Wei Jie da hao ren ; xie xie ni !
And again for those other people who cared for me as well (:

Went to school as usual today ,
reached school at around 7am ?
Quite early , but it's good alright .
As usual , I walked past the canteen ,
cos I wanna go to the washroom .
And also for the sake of seeing him :]
I thought that things are going well ,
as I saw him turning back and looked at me once .
Then had morning assembly ,
everyone thought that it would be held at the parade square .
So everyone moved there ,
and I saw him again .
I was like doesn't dare to look at him ,
cos something happened to us last night .
But who knows that he treated me as an invisible person -.-
He pretended he didn't see me at all even though I'm just in front of him !
Then I knew that something's definitely not right ,
well , I'm not in a good mood though .
End up teachers asked all of us to move to the hall for assembly ,
and I saw him again . Walking passed me ,
and he was like treating me like a stranger .
So I just walked into the hall & pretended that nothing had happened at all ,
when I went into the hall , was damn restless .
So I decided to sit down asap .
Then I moved to my class's seats and just sat down ,
then he was like standing beside me at first .
But after seeing me ,
he just walked to the back immediately .
Then Chu Yi & Jiaxin was like kept asking me what happened between us .
And of cos I don't know what is he up to ! So I just said don't know .
I started to get damn angry & sad from that moment onwards ,
I don't even bother to turn back & take a glance at him .
Then just listened to those craps as usual ,
then went back to class . And yeah he walked passed me again ,
again he ignored me like what he did before .
So I just walked into the class , was really very very moodless !

Had Geography lessons at first ,
Miss Teo bought us to walk around the school .
Then his class was having F&N in the F&N room ,
then I saw him .
But I was like pretending that I didn't see him at all ,
then on our way back , I saw him again .
And I think that he didn't see me ,
or maybe he did ? But he pretended that he didn't ?
Went back to class , got changed & went down for PE lessons .
I kept on seeing him ,
and don't know why . Both of us just acted like strangers totally !
Ran 2.4km for PE lesson ,
was not in a good mood to run at all .
I'm stressed enough , so I just ran as fast as I could ,
and as much as I could .
I kept on thinking why is he ignoring me again & again ? ):
And yeah , I almost fainted halfway through my run .
Guess that I'm really too tired already .
After PE was recess ,
just went to the canteen & bought drinks .
Then I went back straight to class after that .
Then I sat outside our classroom ,
sitting there and blocking the way -.-
Because I have no mood at all ! I just feel like sitting down ,
and think of what I should do .
Then I was like getting fed up & more fed up ,
cos I'm really like an invisible person to him !
He didn't went for recess too ,
and I was like throwing my temper .
I threw my bottle of ice lemon tea in the air ,
and almost hit Alhadid's head ! :x
Then Jialing apple juice came to talk to me after that ,
then she took out the piece of paper that I wrote last time about me & him .
Then after I stared at the paper for about 10 seconds ,
I snatched the paper from her hand and tore it away !
Then she was like so shocked & asked me what am i doing ,
I just kept telling her to throw that piece of paper away .
Instead , she took the paper back and put the pieces together -.-
Then she was like yay-ing after she had succeeded . LOL .
Then she took the piece of paper & passed it to him ,
I stopped her from doing that but she insisted to give it to him .

Then after that I was like getting damn depressed ,
I sat outside his class .
But he really pretended that he didn't see me at all ,
then Jiaxin laopo was like kept on sighing ,
then she kept on talking to him .
Then I asked her , what am I going to do ?
Then she said she also don't know .
Then I broke down all of a sudden and cried after that ,
I just can't control my emotions that time .
Then Jiaxin told him that I was crying ,
but he doesn't even seemed to care ?
I'm thinking too much ,
thinking that he would walked out & talk to me and so on .
Instead , he didn't .
So I just walked back to class after that ,
after I came out from my class .
I pretended that nothing had happened to me at all ,
and acting like a normal person .
Then had Chinese lessons after that , had test .
I was sobbing & sobbing throughout the test ,
nobody notices me . And of cos I'm glad to know that .
After finishing my test , I just lied on the table & close my eyes .
I kept telling myself that I cannot cry ,
I must think of a solution to solve the problem !
Then after Chinese , had two free periods for us to do our own work !
As our English & Chemistry teachers were absent . xD
After school , I walked damn slowly .
And of cos , I have purpose okay !
Then I saw him , okay that's my purpose la . To see him again :D
Then I was like thinking if he would talk to me or what ,
then he passed me a paper . And he walked away .
Then I opened up the piece of paper ,
and found out that it was the piece of paper that I had torn !
Then behind was another piece of paper that he wrote things on it .
I was damn touched alright , he sticked all the pieces of paper together ,
then I was like relieved , that he was not angry with me at all .
So went to put our bags outside CO room & went to canteen after that ,
then he asked me if I wanna eat , heh I was damn high that time .
Although he only talked to me ONCE today ,
but I'm already very glad to hear just one word from him [:

Went to CO after that ,
and my mood changed slightly .
It's not becoming more sad ,
instead I'm feeling better already (:
Saw him in the hall playing badminton ,
what I can do is just standing at a corner , and peeked at him .
Then after CO , I sms-ed him .
I told him to forget all those stupid things that we did ,
and start all over again . I asked him to forgive me .
And yeah he agreed (: Was damn happy that everything's over .
I LOVE HIM ! :D

Bloody hell ,
my father banned me from sms-ing from now onwards !
So he disabled the sms thing in my SIM card & I can't sms already ]:
But luckily I could call people & receive sms .
So people ! If you happened to sms me & I didn't reply ,
you should know what had happened alright .
Try to call me if you can , instead of sms-ing me (:


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